Are you?

Are you missing me like i do?
Do you thinking of me right now as i think of you?
Do you ever?

I want you to hug me so tightly right now..
Asure me everything will be okay..
I want to buried my self in you arm..hoping all this nightmare will go..
In reality..all this madness will never go away..
I will never be okay..
You'll never be here..
Not in the past..present and even in the future..
There will be no you and me..

Why is it so hard for me to accept this?
Who are you exactly to make me feels this way?