I know you want me to move on..
I know you want me to be happy..
I know you want me to forget you..

I just can't..it is so hard..
I am alive yet..i'm a dead soul..

Isn't it scary knowing that any time could be the last time you talk to someone?

Another "kecelaruan jiwa" night.
Benci bila rasa berdebar2 ni..

Hey you! I miss you..

Apa yang aki struggle sangat sekarang ni?
To fall asleep at night. Bila tengah2 malam ni kepala sarat dengan segala macam benda. Bila malam ni kepala dah jadi wayang yang tayang segala macam drama. Bila kau masih berfikir could this time stop. I don't want to face tomorrow.

I am not ready to meet people..i don't want to go to work. I am tired of people.

Tapi bapak segala keserabutan ni puncanya adalah "kau". Bila la kau nak pindah ni? Dah la duduk free2 je dalam kepala ni..buat serabut pulak tu..grrrr...

You'll never get over someone until you find someone else.

Maybe..maybe applicable to me only.

I don't miss you as much but there are a time i miss you so badly. This is not healthy. I've read so many quote to make myself feels better yet there is a time my heart sink. I keep asking myself why? I've told my self so many time you won't come back. You'll NEVER.

But why i'm still wishing for miracle?

How people moving foward? I need those CLOSURE. I thought i'll get one but it seems impossible.

I don't know who to trust anymore. Do you feel happy seeing me suffering? I wonder.

Hari ni gembira sikit. Buat kerja di skala kura-kura berjalan. Lama dah tak buat modelling pakai software ni. Nak buat mesh ambik masa 8 tahun mungkin.

Dapat complain dari orang site aki tak reply mesej mereka..😅. HAHAHA. Like I care. Dah soalan korang tu soalan yang sama. Berapa juta kali aku nak jawab. So pandai2 la sendiri. Lepas tu bila ada dekat site salah formwork nak cari designer jugak..😬. Korang yang tak check dekat site aku yang nak kena tukar design? Bukan sekali tapi dah banyak kali. Tak lalu dah nak hadap. Semua nak selamatkan bontot sendiri je.

Tapi tadi ada orang buat lawak yang buat aku tak jadi nak marah pun. Apalah sakit kau encik?

Nak tanya satu soalan
Kenapa orang sebut selamat hari raya..maaf ZAHIR & BATIN?

have a good day everyone..jangan stress2..nanti cepat mati..